Wednesday, December 26, 2007

3 days being someone's fiancee

Engaged for 3 days now!!

So happy and so contented.
Although it will be another 2 years or maybe a lil bit more til we are going to be really together, but it's ok with me.
2 years might not seem so bad. =)

But I was stunned by the mention of the dowry.
It's not as expected!
I did not imagine it would be that much!
But luckily for me, he seemed to be fine with it.
He says that it's definitely not expected but definitely in the budget.
Yea! =D

For now, I can rest from doing any preparations.
However, I cannot stop from saving money for the big day.
My grandma advised me to save at least RM1,000 a month so that by 2 years, I would already have RM24,000 to spend on the wedding.
Do you think that's enough?
I was thinking to put these savings into ASB because it's much safer.
Maybe split 50-50 between ASB and Public Mutual.
What do you think?

Oh, sorry did not manage to put in the picture just yet.
But I will by end of this week.

Thursday, December 20, 2007

All that I want

Selamat Hari Raya!!!
Haj's Raya! Hehhehehe.
Now it's Thursday.
3 more days to Sunday 23rd!
Oh my..I'm so excited, scared, anxious..all sorts of feeling.

I wish that after this, I'll be more mature and grown up with him.
I know he is pushing himself in order to make me happy.
He's doing so much for our future...

Seriously, I feel so lucky to have him with me.
Even though there are hard times between us, nevertheless he's all that I want.

Well, cut it short. It's time to go back from work.
Can't wait to be on the phone with him.
I miss you, love!

Monday, December 17, 2007

If he can understand

A week more to THE day...
Well, it's not that big of a day...but still...

Have I finished preparing?
The answer: NOT!

One of my colleagues at work is so excited for me.
I'm so scared of the things that'll come.
But he...well...hard to say.

I'm so mad because I was just telling him that I am concern of the future...
And he actually turned on his bad aura moody hot head.
I'm not sure why...
If I hadn't known better, I would say he is not sincerely up to this.

I don't know what is in his mind...his head...
I'm not sure how he actually feels...

It's sad that even after all that I did for him...
Supporting him, being patience with him, listening to all his ramblings,
listening to him making a dream that sounds just too good to be true...
And when I tell him about my concerns, he goes off on me.

I just wish...
that he could understand...

Monday, December 10, 2007


First entry.

First time.

What can i write here actually?

Okay. Let me explain lah.

I am getting engaged! Yea!
What I did was that I collects so many links and I didn't know where to put it.
So I thought of creating a blog.
That I can cerita2 about my plans and what I do.
And also, so that I could dump all those links in here.

It's going to be a few months from now.
And surprise2, I did not do anything yet.
I just don't know where to start!

So, alright...
For now, I am just collecting links and making list of what should be prepared.
And...I'm off!